homecoming

it's two in the afternoon and i'm waiting for lunch to appear, so i might as well blog something.

holidays are (sadly) over and it's a new semester, new term, a new beginning. but to be honest, i sorta missed hearing the school bells and noise pollution from the kids. i've got new classes on my timetable, so that amounts to about two hundred faces and names i gotta remember.

there are times when i wonder if this is God's calling, or am i at the wrong side of the grassland. but something affirming is that i feel that the love for these children is growing, though it drains myself dry.

it almost feels strange to have ex-students visiting; faces that you used to see everyday, they disappear for some time after graduation and here there they are again. i know its like a homecoming to them, but what i didnt notice was that it felt the same to me. if this is cyclical, i better get used to it.

where is my lunch?